If he wanna stay, he'll make an effort. If not, it just means that I dont mean much to him for him to cherish and try. I'm so sick of shits like these. I did give him a chance to explain, but he, himself doesnt want that chance. So what's the point if he just wanna give up like this. I'm not just gonna salvage it again and again, making myself look like a fool. I became one when I gave lots of things up for him. I used to think that he's worth everything I gave up for. Guess it's just not worth it, anymore.
Everybody makes mistakes but people learn from it and change or try agn. What I can say now is: "I cant promise you a perfect relationship without arguments & differences. However I can promise you as long as you're trying, I'm staying."
The point is; he's not even making an effort to work things out. He just wanna give up because it's easier to walk away than fight for what he really wants. Coward much? He thinks it's better for both of us but no, it's better for HIM. FYI, he doesnt care how I'd feel. Because if I were to cry, he wouldnt rush down to see me. He chose to wait because I'm the second option that can just be left aside and be forgotten.
Okay, wait, I may be wrong. Maybe I'm not what he really wants. Point taken.
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